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I'm not the kind of person you think I am

I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man

I have a vision that I just can't control

I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul

Got no control



I try to entertain you the best I can

I wish I'd started walking before I ran

But I still love the feeling I get from you

I hope you'll never stop cause it gets me through yeah

It gets me through yeah



The feelings that I hide behind

Sometimes reality's unkind

The nightmares stalk for me at night

I dread the long and lonely nights

That which stings, prepares you for the burn. That which burns prepares you for the pain. That pain you feel prepares you for the heartache. That Heartache, leaves an everlasting lesson imprinted on those that have a soul. That lesson, is the cane upon which you rest your wearied steps, as you tread on through life.

[12:43:00] Slain : OK ... when you turn the corner... and the person thats RIGHT there.. thinks you are a MILE away and beggins to yell for you.... It makes you thank God that your Reflexes are slower than expected. -_-

[12:44:11] Fizbop : uh huh

[12:44:13] Slain : my girl scared the FVCK outa me and I caught myself before i swung at whaever was ROARING at me.

[12:44:21] SonOfLoki : dear lord lat me keep my pimp hand strong

[12:44:47] ebenezer : bahaha thank god you didnt swing

[12:44:56] SonOfLoki : your welcome

[12:45:10] Slain : yeah seriously Nezer lol.

[12:46:01] Slain : I sighed and shook my head... she laughs and says.. Ha ha You jumped.. Im like.. Yea... Jumped to Kill my arms from plowing you. sheesh.

[12:46:33] Fizbop : i'm so lost

[12:46:36] Slain : Oh... and btw... YES DEAR?!?!?!?

[12:46:40] Slain : -_-

[12:47:00] ebenezer : hahahahaha xD

[12:47:24] Slain : turns out... she forgot the moment she saw my ass jump.

[12:47:33] SonOfLoki : yo ebenzer

[12:47:53] ebenezer : ahha nice slain, yoo loki?

[12:48:09] Slain : So... I've come to the conclusion... that any invisible forces that may be... they Hate me. And They laugh at me.

[12:48:19] SonOfLoki : send me kangaroo pelts bone and senew

[12:48:39] ebenezer : yeah because they will let that out of customs :|

[12:48:51] Slain : LMFAO Nezer.

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ebenezer
07:16 Jun 23 2010

bahahahah you even included loki asking for kangaroo corpses xD

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Its an amazing feeling what you made me realize... it hurts but only because its true. Letting go of myself is going to be the hardest part.



Its been so long, and so painfull... I was caught unaware with your words. And in awe I listened.

I needed that.... with all my soul.



if this is the first step... I can't WAIT untill i take the next.



Its taken years to realize, paired off with a lot of pain and hypocrisy. And now... Its time to move on.



My Grudges be damned...

My spite be damned...

My Vindictiveness be damned...



Those are going to be my hardest enemies to deal with.



Thank you.... Shade.



I know its time.. But NOW... where do I place the first step?